its almost been a year since i updated [08 Dec 2005|12:37pm] [ mood | cold ] i probably don't know anyone on here anymore, with school and all my jobs i wa so busy that i never updated this thing, i think i am going to have to start, i can just add this onto my daily list of things to check on the internet, e-mail, myspace, facebook, LJ...yea sounds like a plan. there probably isn't anyone who is going to even see this or read it but for my own personal benefit i am going to write downsome of the movies i need to see in the upcoming weeks *brokeback mountain--i dont even think this needs an explanation *shopgirl--its been out for a while i just never got to go *memoirs of a geisha--its an awesome book, and the cinematography is going to kick ass, seriously *there are a bunch of others but i can't remember them right now... also, i saw rent, the movie version and i loved it. i had seen such mixed reviews, but i love the stage version and the screen version was done by chris colombus--so i knew it would be right on and exactly mimic the stage play, basically it was perfect, they did add a couple things but the didnt take anything, out with the exception of the messages left for mark by alexi darling--but that doesnt matter it was awesome and i intend to see it again. on the other hand, what is the deal with everyone thinking harry potter and te goblet of fire was such a success, don't get me wrong i think it had the entertainment value going for it, especially if you hadn't read the book, but if you had read the book you were cheated, and the next movie is going to have to make up for it. the kids acted wonderfully in it. hermione was brilliant, ron really grew, and harry was spectacular. i think had they of taken out a few excessive scenes and inserted something of relevance like some more of the things that actually happened in the book the movie would have been really well done, but it was up against a lot, the prisoner of azkaban was done by alfons cuaron, who is frikkin amazing and has this way of communitcating things without hardly doing anything and an amazing knack for characters, i loved number three i thought it was the most artistic and character defining of them all, and obvious number one and two were brilliant because chris colombus made them magical and really made hogwarts come to life...anyways i guess what i am getting at is i can't beleive anyone thinks number 4 was the best! it didnt set up for the next movie! ugh i am outraged, but i wont say i ddnt like it... thats all its class time... post comment

tequila! [22 Jan 2005|12:08am] [ mood | nervous ] so tequila is the shit. last nite was chalk full of it. i did so many shots of that i totally lost count. but hey thats a good thing i totally needed a nite like that. it was bowling thursday and after i had a nice nap after work i went to robs for margaritas and quesadillas it was south of the border nite and so it started off nice and easy then we got to the shots of tequila before bowling i had had 2 margaritas and two shots. bowling while drunk off tequila was pretty crazy but also very fun and as it was wearing off i had more energy then i knew what to do with which i thought was weird. After bowling i totally wasnt drunk anymore so i thought i would just go home and you know get some work done. yea that didnt happeni stayed over at robs but it was only about 12 so we had 6 more hours to go and half a huge bottle of tequila left. this is when the body shots started, and the balancing on couches and the handstands and the all out drunkenness with a little bit of making out. not really quality make out though mostly little kisses all around because of our tequila intoxication. Anyways i was up until about 6 then i got up at 8:15 because my phone rang and i tried to sleep off and on all day and fell asleep about 800 times while i was trying to watch billy elliott, so then i had to go to work and that brings me up until now. i am way happy because my tongue ring is finnally feeling at home in my mouth and i can talk and i can play with the piercing like its my job. its pretty sweet. also i am way nervous about some pretty serious stuff, i need to see some results here pretty soon or i am gonna freak out. 2 comments|post comment

if a girl has her tongue pierced she'll probably suck your dick... [12 Jan 2005|05:36pm] ok so i got my tongue pierced-- but it doesnt mean i'm a hoe bag. i got it done because i wanted it when i was in 8th grade and now that i am 19 i thought i had waited long enough, so me and shelley went out and she got her nose pierced (on the right side, it matches mine) and i got my tongue pierced since i allready had my nose done. it didnt hurt at all once he starts the piercing you don't feel the needle go all the way through, and the clamp didnt hurt at all so that was pretty sweet. now it just feels heavy and foreign. you dont realise how much you use your tongue until there is a piece of steel in it thats when you see that even eating pudding or ice cream your tongue moves all around. in the little booklet you get it has tips for eating 1. try to keep your tongue level as you chew.---pshaw! like that could happen, its so hard. i have had to relearn how to talk and how to chew. since i just did it yesterday my tongue is still pretty large and eating isnt working so great i disobeyed the rules this morning at work because i had made pizza all morning and decided that i had to eat just a little bit of a piece i had on 2 by 2 inch square it took me, i'm gonna say about 15 minutes to eat it since i hadnt chewed anything ever before, later i had a bite of a cookie and some ice cream. thats what i am living off of i might not eat again today although right now i could eat just about anything i am that hungry. but yea i got a crystal instead of a ball as my jewelry it looks pretty sweet, it shines all different colors so its pretty fun. everyone makes fun of how i talk now and they just laugh when i attempt to eat. yesterday i had some ice and this guy was like oh thats hott. it was pretty funny. but yea there will be no sucking of anykind my tongue doesnt feel like spreading the love and neither does the little jewel in it. post comment

[29 Dec 2004|12:37am] [ mood | sore ] i was in stillwater today. i stopped by to visit a friend from the summer we went to see a movie called darkness it was horrible i didnt really want to see it because i thought it looked retarded i was completely right about it, it was a craptacular movie but thats ok, i mostly went out there to hang out with her. so then we went to dinner which was good and then stopped by my boss' house and that was cool cuz we talked about stuff and i had never been there before so that was fun. and hes like yea you will have to come out in 2 weeks so you can see jayce and i was like oh god and it starts a again. everyone make a big deal out of it so i do, so now its huge because everyone is crazy about it and talks about it all the time so i talk about it all the time ugh its crazyness. and uh yea but anyways in 2 weks we might get together so thats way sooner than may i am past excited. also my whole body hurts why? i have no idea. seriously this is getting old i need to have like 3 days where all i do is sit in my bed and watch dvds that would make my life about 10 million times better however i would loose out on my social activities since work is where all my friends are, ugh. 3 comments|post comment

i hate working [23 Dec 2004|12:36am] [ mood | rejected ] so today i am fighting with dan, its insane and i hate it. and its ruined my entire day. i stopped by the stand just to say hi cuz i was with deena, and i was looking forward to seeing them both just informally outside of work. when we start to discuss the cleanliness of our stand and ths stupid issues that we have turned into some huge thing about how i dont just tell people what they have to do, or that i expect to much or that i make them fel like they arent doing things right or something. and that they dont want to be grouped in as one of the lazy people at the stand and how me and another manager allways call our boss and tell on people little mishaps. the thing is i dont call my boss unless i really have a good reason or problems have been persisting for quite a while, i try to work everything out and handle it on my ow, but no one listens to me, i cant folow everyone around all the time babysitting every move that one of the employees makes. i work two jobs and i cant handle trying to work my regular jobs plus redoing theirs. i dont make enough money for all the work i have to do and all the shit i have to go through. people have responsibility at the stand and when there are only 6 people who work somewhere we need teamwork and right now theres not a lot of teamwork, its them and then its me. and im not saying that i do everything (because plenty of people get their work done i guess it s just a quality control thing we need) but i have to pick up the slack. and thats ok i am a manager i understand that that comes with the title sometimes i have to do a little extra here and there and i am the responsible party. however, it does not mean that people can abuse the fact that i work hard. i make sure to clean things and i get things done that other people dont do. so i guess i am just mad that they think that i am too anal about things, i get what has to be done and i think if i am the one who has to do it i can be as damn anal about it as i want. and heres the thing im not even that bad about it, i dont care if you dont clean one of the shelves i dont care if there s little dough stuck on the floor. i dont mind if there is some sugar around in places the things that i care about are the obvious issues. dishes are clean and put away neatly, the stand looks orderly, the people who are resposible for certain duties do them --i.e. the sunday morning manager cleans the floor mats and mops the kitchen floors. at shift cnage the manager stocks the stand so that the nite shift can flow easily and when everything is cleaned there is no residue especially on sundays when we will be closed for the entire week until friday. is that too much to ask? i didnt think so but apparently everyone is pissed because i tell our boss an di expect so much and dont give them any credit i never did any of that and thast crap. oh but then dan will call later and ask me if i am upset. yes i am upset you made me seem like a horrible horrible manager and you even said that at fairs sometimes i dont get everything clean, yes i do. i clean that place, even my boss says who laura dont buff the chrome off there--that means it is noticably clean so excuse me but i pull my weight and then some. and uh i am just pissed that no one listens to me at work i am supposed to be the manager and no one cares what i have to say. i will tell you if you arent doing something right i wont be bitchy about it i will just let you know and tell you to work on it but they either take it to harshly or they dont listen at all and arejust like yea yea. i duno but dan made me seem like i was pretty dumb and i just felt bad afetrwards and then when he called he alwasy makes me feel like i amde him the victim and that it wasnt me but no i shouldnt be upset because we are friends first and thats important. i just dont know. uh its horrible. 2 comments|post comment

pathetic [16 Dec 2004|12:16am] [ mood | disappointed ] so i should be really happy and way excited right now--but i have only succeded in being depressed. i went into this dinner with high expectations, i dont know why. i mean truthfully i knew how it was gonna go down and i guess in reality i knew that my expectations were to high and kind of more of a fantasy then a reality and i knew that going into this i knew that even my lowest plans for the nite were probably not going to happen. but the truth is everything i lined up for myself to do worked out great. he did not have a girlfriend which was key, and second we sat next to each other and third i initiated some conversations which is pretty major for me seeing as though he is who he is and i am who i am, imean thast awesome for me--i should actually be really proud i took some huge steps for myself and it seemed like we were both kinda fidgety and trying to make conversation but we didnt know what to say and so it would be like random litle bits of conversations that couldnt really last for too long because they werent really about much. but thats ok the good bye was nice i really just wanted to kiss him-but how crazy ass wou7ld that have been it wasnt like somethingi actually would have done ti was more like a an animalistic urge all of a sudden like i need to do this but i had some serious restraint and i did not attack him, why am i not more forward with ppl, why isnt h more forward and why does helive like freaking 3 hours away thats just too fartoo bad its not only like an hour i could handle that or even an 1.5 hours or even 2 we could each drive an hour and meet up after we finally start going out yea that would be sweet. it would be like yes i will meet you in that city we allways meet in it will be fabulous. and then of course--it would be. yea this summer will be great we will work together at random events and i have decided in an effort to stop our silence i will just ask him everypossible question ever like whats your fave...color...whatever, or if you could...go anywhere where would it be and why...etc. by the end of 8000 questions we will have to know each other pretty well he can teach me to juggle too i want to be able to do that and how to play cribagge maybe i will work on that before the summer so i can possibly beat him or we could play poker...we can do anything i dont care, as long as i am not so lame. like i have to make the supreme effort and basically just tell him i totally love him--risk everything that i currently have and just go for it because he is so worth risking things for. there it is if i think he is worth risking stuff for then i need to man up and just do it. yea now i am off to watch love actually--which is just about the stupidest thing i could do right now since i am like way vulnerable and i think i will have to cry about it. boo i hate guys and the effect they have over me. 2 comments|post comment

spring registration [12 Dec 2004|10:57pm] so i got my spring registration materials for school. i am thinking i will take ethics microeconomic analysis writing (i cant remember the name of the class) crime and justice in america and a .5 credit class in tennis mostly because i want to play tennis and if i can take a class in tennis that would give me a reson to work out and i would get to play tennis since i love tennis and i just want to play all the time. and this way on mondays and wednesdays i will be done with every class by 3 on fridays i will be done but 2 and on tuesdays and thursdays i will be done with class at 930 and then i will work from 11-4 which means i will get to keep my day shift and my evenings off. so i totally score! i really wanted to keep my dayside shiftnow i get to i am just so happy for that even though i wont work as much i will still do monday nites and then tuesdays and thursdays and then on the weekends maybe 2 shifts at the mall so i will still be very busy but i am hoping that it doesnt get to be too hard i think i can do it i did it last year. but i am committing myself to being studious and not slacking off, i have to i really want to get the most of my education and i have decided i need to do well and work harder then ever. yea so school i am kinda excited. post comment

waaaasted [11 Dec 2004|04:02pm] [ mood | bored ] so here it is i am an alcholic. no not really its just that in the last week on saturday and on thursday i was pretty wasted. this is what happened. saturday i stayed over at my friends dorm and we went to this party at tim's house, with a bunch of ppl she works with, and they are all really nice. well by the time i met her up there she was wasted, and i was sober. so we played drinking games like presidents and assholes, and fuck the dealer. let me just tell you i got fucked as the dealer. anyways i decided to stop drinking because i didnt want to have a huge hangover so i stopped and she was still pretty gone so we waited like an 1.5 hours before we left and i drove us back to her dorm because i was totally sober. we watched boondock and took apart her roommates bed so i could sleep on it it was hilarious when we had to get it back together in the morning. on sunday we went to a basketball game which was crazy and then for thai food. monday nite i worked tuesday i dyed my hair and now i am the dark mistress lol wednesday i went shopping and bought my outfit for the x-mas dinner thursday i went to robbies and i had like 3 smirnoff rasberry twists i duno why but i got pretty drunk off them and uh me and shelley were pretty giggly yea it was quality, we talked about who we thought was hott at work and when we got to the bowling alley i feel down the stairs yea i wass till pretty trashed lol it was good. i felt retarded but i think it helped my game my first was a 92 my second was like a 104 or something then i got a 147 and a 154 it was sweet. and finally last nite i brought some donuts to work and everyone freaked out because of them it was exciting we made them in a pizza oven it was pretty sweet. post comment

4 years right down to the day [07 Dec 2004|11:31pm] so today is the forth anniversary of the murder of my aunt. yea it was a weird day, i was pretty out of it all day and ppl are like whats up im like uh nothing, because truely nothing was up, i was just out of it we didnt say anything baout it all day, we don't talk about it anymore really. unless there is reason to but there wasn't maybe next year when it will have been five years. its really kind of surreal it feels like i remember seeing her just the other day. however the truth is, it was a long time ago-like 4.5 years ago that i saw her last, we never really got together with the family much until the incident happened and after that my mom really wanted me to take pictures of everyone so that when something happened we would have things to remember them but but that just felt weird. i got such a strange vibe so i couldnt do it because everyone knew why i was taking pictures, it was because we didnt really have too many of her. i felt bad because i didnt know her very well, i mena i knew her well enough for it to affect me but still i allways felt like i should have known her better so after she died i felt really guilty for not knowing her better. its an awkward thing. yea ok so that was weird to write--so im out. 1 comment|post comment

this is a bullet from a gun called what the fuck [02 Dec 2004|12:18am] [ mood | chipper ] i <3 THE BOONDOCK SAINTS. Now you will receive us. We do not ask for your poor or your hungry. We do not want your tired and sick. It is your corrupt we claim. It is your evil that will be saught by us. With every breath we shall hunt them down. Each day we will spill their blood 'til it rains down from the skies. Do not kill, do not rape, to not steal. These are principles, which every man of every faith can embrace. These are not polite suggestions, these are codes of behavior and those of you that ignore them will pay the dearest cost. There are varying degrees of evil-- We urge you lesser forms of filth not to push the bounds and cross over- into true corruption, into our domain. But if you do, one day you will look behind you and you will see we three, and on that day, you will reap it. And we will send you to whatever god you wish And Shepherds we shall be, For thee, my Lord, for thee. Power hath descended forth from Thy hand, so our feet may swiftly carry out Thy command. And we shall flow a river forth to Thee and teeming with souls shall it ever be. In Nomini Patris, Et Filii, Et Spiritus Sancti. is that right rambo! connor and murphy, O-M-G i love them. sean patrick flannery and norman reedus are the best ever! 1 comment|post comment

oh condoms. [30 Nov 2004|12:33am] [ mood | flirty ] ok so i was just thinking about how big of a pansy i can be. for example if i go into a store and have to buy something personal related (i.e. tampons or condoms-- not that i go around buying condoms, i currently have no need to buy any but still) i have to buy other things even if i dont need anything. i wil buy other stuff just to take the awkwardness out of my purchase. its not that i think the cashier will think less of me its more that i cant handle that, if i was a cashier i wouldnt care what people bought-- but as the customer i am afraid. but what is there to be afraid of? if i want condoms i shouldnt feel weird about buying them, but i guess its just like hmm well we know what she is doing tonite --bow chicka bow wow. you know? anyways thats all, i guess basically what i am trying to say is i wish i was less conscious of other peoples reactions or possible thoughts sometimes. on a tangent here, how weird is it when you see someone you know in the condom section? i mean i know i have seen people i know there and its allways weird when you bump into each other and you are like 'heeeeyyy, ---name here--- so how have you been , what are you up to tonite?' you say oh i've been great--- i dunno what im gonna do tonite, when in truth you know you are gonna bone. the condom aisle-its just awkward. i bought a jacket and it doesnt fit so i get to return it and buy a fabulous outfit, which costs equal to or lesser than the jacket, so i am excited. and thats all. post comment

pictures are the best thing since sliced bread [13 Nov 2004|06:54pm] [ mood | flirty ] so i got to work today and by 10:30 i was totally pissed off. everything that could go wrong, went worng, well almost everything and then it all went right... when i was cleaning a shelf and i found an envelope the envelope said laura on the front so i said score its for me! and there was a note inside it said "Laura, heres the pictures! sorry they took so long, love allways --lisa" inside there were 4 picture from the fair, it was so exciting because there is two of jayce one where he is workign and one where he is pretending to be working and working really hard, then there is a funny but kinda cute one of me, and then finally there is one of the two of us together and it is so great, its my new favorite thing ever. so now i cant wait for the dinner because thats thenext time i will get to see him-- and i am so excited for that yay! i love the pictures i have to call lisa and tell her i love her for leaving the pictures at the stand cuz they totally made my day, i have been like smiley all day now. Anyways yay. post comment

triple sec [11 Nov 2004|06:30pm] [ mood | drunk ] so i was just drinking Triple Sec with my dad. ( buzzed ) 1 comment|post comment

screwed over. By... my mom?!?! [11 Nov 2004|05:55pm] [ mood | aggravated ] of all people to possibly ditch you why would your mom do it? she allways goes places with her friend after work or whenever her friend askes her to go and today i was like i dont want to go shopping with any of my friend because its been awkward for examples i went with a girl who we will call C and she just follows me around and uh its just awkward because i cant think with her over my shoulder, so i was like well i will see if my mom will go out there with me, i never see her so we can go here really quick so i can get something to wear tonite. shes like ohh i dont want to go there so i said to her if Roxanne called you and said will you go here with me you would be out the door in a second. and shes like you're going to pla that one on me? and im like well its true isnt it. so roxanne calls here and my mom isnt home yet so i am just waiting for my mom to go somewhere with her. its not like i dont like roxanne roxanne is cool, she is one of my best friends mom, and roxanne is hilarious shes great, (word to your mother deena) it just that one nite i ask her to go someplace with me just so i dont have to go alone, and she cant and she is all mad so shes like fine lets go, i'll call roxanne and tell her i cant do whatever, its like oh no mom dont forfit your nite for me ever, shes like lets go at 8 and she knows that every thursday i go bowling at 9 i was like well i cant go at 8 shes like look see you are blowing me off for your friends, im like mom that is way different this is something that i do every week its not like i do stuff with them everyday and can never do anything at any other time, and try to push you off onto other ppl. she used to be like wait for your father he will bring you there, why cant you bring me now mom? and it was like i wanted to buy a bra or something im like mom serriously will you bring me? shes like your dad will go with you later im like but i want to go with you, i mean i guess i never said what i was buying but i was probably like 14 or something. i dunno but she has allwasy been that way and i am allways like maybe she will be different the only time we ever realy see each other is at dinner or while we are wtaching the same tv show, and we dont really like the same tv shows. so i see her at dinner. and i duno i guess i just wanted to go shopping not with my friends because i duno why. but she is all pissed and she is going out with roxanne now. so screw that. whatever mom whatever. post comment

[11 Nov 2004|01:03am] [ mood | contemplative ] free bowling tonite. we did 6 or so games before we called it a nite. and uh for free that was pretty sweet ass. anyways my rob prob continues i guess i just need to make sure that we will be friends and that all it ever will be at least for right now, because i am interested in jayce or ben. and well right now its mostly a ben thing. he is really a great guy and if he comes out with us tomorrow nite i might see what he is doing after bowling. or maybe i will just talk to him like its my job and then see what hes doing over the weekend, i dont know but i need to take some action. man up for fucks sake. in other news i want to play fooseball. and our table is currently underneath a pile of my posters and i have a few articles of clothing hanging on it. what a horrible way for a fooseball table to spend its days... i am definitly cleaning it off and i am gonna play it...very soon maybe it will be moved to the living room where i will be able to play constantly that would rule. thats what i have to do. got your tickets to the gun show? i sure do...or well at least i have a shirt that says that. i wore it today and i got some comments so that was fun, i will need to find something good to wear tomorrow, bowling is like my fashion nite, hmm what can i wear bowling and try to make look nice? thats horrible but its true because i bowl with mostly guys, tonite it was all guys, i felt very.....uh small. however i want my score to get up to the point where i am scoring just the same as them consistently and to tell you the truth i am allready pretty good. everyone says i am pretty constant, like i get some high games but it never goes below a 90 and my average is about 120. thats not good enought though i need to start scoring majorly. so a song that i have decided is kinda true about my little deal with ben/rob... ( She Says ) what am i going to do? i dont want to mess with robs head but i dont want to pass up ben. ugh. i dont heart the world. but i heart tristan prettyman, and howie day. oh yea. i heart them.</font> post comment

concerts are awesome [09 Nov 2004|12:34am] [ mood | impressed ] so i saw tristan prettyman and howie day tonite and it was one of the bes concerts ever. tristan is an angel she is just amazing, this i allready knew but now a bunch more people know it. howie day i wasnt so sure about because i hadnt reall yheard much of his stuff bt i have cncluded thathe is amazing and that i love him. so i bought a cd and a poster it only cost 15 total so that was sweet, and i was so amazed at how talented he was up there all alone he played like he was playing 15 different parts for the same song it was amazing. it was intense. it was way cool. and it was an all around great show. i want to play my guitar. too bad i suck at it. post comment

concert! [08 Nov 2004|12:11pm] [ mood | devious ] i am going to a concert tonite i am so excited the last time i saw live music was in may (thats if you don't count working at concerts)...and thats just too long for me to go. so i am making up for it now, a concert tonite and one on saturday. soooo since i am going to see tristan prettyman and howie day i need to buy new pants soooo.... that is what i am going to do today before the show. i am so ready for new pants and for tristan. SCORE! aaaand i got the day off at work today so thats is amazing. not only amd i going to a cocnert but my work told me i dont have to come in. its offical--they love me at work. and i love ben at work so i hope he is there tomorrow. i cant wait for bowling on thursday. i just saw the big lebowski-- and that was cool,dude. on saturday i rented 4 movies. run lola run--which i havent gotten to see yet, because i left it at my friends dorm, the big lebowski, a cinderella story--shut up i like hilary duff, and the second disc of season one for arrested development--which is an awesome tv show. so on saturday i went to laynes dorm and we watched arrested devcelopment and we had cocktails (aka pop and raspberry vodka) which were amazing, and we played trivia machine, lightening rounds are amazing. so that was fun-- and then yesterday we made U of M women's basketball shirts before the game. the shirts are looking amazing. we just have to do a few more things before they are done-- so after that we went to thew game and the girls won we werent suprised but they played awesomely so that was cool and i cant wait for the boys to start coming to the games-- that will make them way funner. yes funner. ok so i never did my taxes this year. what a loser i am. so i am doing them today because it doesnt matter when you turn in your taxes as long as you dont owe money. if they are giving you back money then they dont care but i still think i should hurry up and do them because its pretty lame that i havent yet done them. so thats all 1.shopping, 2.buy tickets for the concert tonite, 3.go to concert, 4.watch queer as folk or fight club or a cinderella story. yea i have an exciting day ahead of me... oh and before all that my taxes since i suck. post comment

i love boys [05 Nov 2004|01:35am] [ mood | crazy ] i went bowling tonite and it was the best thursday nite bowling so far. Ben was so cute--it was his first thursday bowling and i didnt know he was coming so i walk in and there he is, i was like... is this a coincidence or oh wait hes with us-sweet! so we played like 4 games and so many people where there tonite it was so fun. me and Rob were doing our "football high fives" and Ben was like oh wait we gotta do that chest bump thing that they do... and the thing is he is waaaay tall and i am way short so Rob is like AHHH no dont ben will knock you over it will be more of like a pelvis-chest bump thing and we are just laughin so we pretended to do it instead of actually doing it, it was pretty great, anywyas ben was asking me questions for a while and we talked--- and he is so nice and so great. all the other guys i ever liked have either had girlfriends or are like asexual or something because you cant get through to some of them especially J--he is so asexual lol. dan and ross--pointless they have girlfriends, ben--not pointless because i talk to him and he has no gf right nowand more importantly he is so awesome. so pretty much i hope he comes with next thursday and i hope i see him at changeover at work cuz otherwise i never get to see him anymore since we have like opposite schedules lately. thats booty but whatev. ANYWAYS first ave. closed and that sucks a lot because i had mason jennings tickets for december 18th. i love first ave shows its such a great vibe there. and i really wanted to see mason. partly because he is so awesome, and partly cuz his name is Mason..what a sweet ass name. i love that name, kinda like a love the name tristan. Tristan is a SWEET ASS NAME! its just so pretty. which leads me up to the concert i am going to on monday nite Howie Day and TRISTAN PRETTYMAN!!!!! the best name ever created. tristan prettyman, its hott. and she is very prety and totally talented. goddamn i love her. and i am bringing my sister to INCUBUS on the 13th. so i am way excited for that because i love them and none of my friends do at least my little sister has good taste lol. so its me and my little sister and her friend going to incubus lol but i dont care its gonna be sweet ass i kinda like my sister now shes actually kinda cool thats why i am bringing her. Woot! 2 concerts in 6 days. and i have basketball games and queer as folk nights and one tree hill and the oc and bowling thursdays and damn i am just like booked if you want to do somethingi need to know like 3 weeks in advance lol thast really kinda funny. i am just soo popular. sike. post comment

Gopher Womens Basketball and the God Squad [04 Nov 2004|12:12am] [ mood | bouncy ] season tickets to basketball. its gonna be sweet ass. we have awesome seats and we are making Kelly fan Club shirts. its going to have her name on the back and the number 3 and fan club and our last name on the sleeve and a big M for minnesota on the other sleeve and on the front it says U of M women's basketball. the are pretty hott. then we got another shirt they are like XLs none of us need an XL we dont even need an L. so thats sweet to the extreme we are going to modify those, since we will be at pretty much every game of the season we have to look like we are stylin in our game outfits. Anyways tonite it was me and julie and layne, it was the first game, i dont even know if the game really counts for anything but we won anyways and we were down some good players plus whalens gone, however she is coaching since she is on a break or something from the WNBA. ANYWAYS--i am stolked for this because i am way obsessive about cool things, for example Queer as folk, Jason Mraz, my traveling carny job and now Gopher Womens basketball. its exciting and more people are going with us next time i think soooo ths should be pretty wicked. tomorrow is bowling nite and i am so ready for another almost 200 game that would make my week a little brighter even though the light is pretty much off since Bush fuckin is back for 4 more. fuckin A--thats so retarded, the freakin God Squad screweing us over all because of them not approving of abortion and gay people. to tell you the truth i bet he doesnt do anything about gay marriage, and he doesnt do anything about abortion he was just saying that to pump up the God Squad to ensure their votes. thats pretty bunk. not that i want anything done about gay marriage i want it approved and i want abortion to be something that is allowed to be choosen, but i bet even after al he has said about those issues he does nothing, it was all just a ploy. Good--at least that way part of my life can remain happy. post comment

Conservative mother fucking Christians... and other things i dislike [03 Nov 2004|03:18pm] [ mood | aggravated ] bush sucks ass, lots of it. ok so i guess i just have to say this even though the election is over and my saying this won't change a damn thing, i just have to. so bare with me. America. (along with the rest of the world)Is doomed. why? you ask. well simply put Bush is still in office. to start this off i will take a quote from Forest Gump 'Stupid is as Stupid does' that is intensly correct. The people get the government they deserve. Apparently, half of America doesnt want to see the destruction that has occured and that will continute to occur while Bush is in office. For one, the middle class is slowly being eliminated. By cutting off funding for public school, and grant money. students lose. families lose. However, Bush wins, he gets a poorly educated middle class-- a middle class that wont know whats good for them, and will be too blindly patriotic to have unions, society wont have a middle class, we will have rick and poor. there won't even be society, because without a middle class there is no society since the middle class is what this country is comprised of. and after we dont have amiddle class we will have chaos. Chaos will occur because the poor people will have no motivation to get anything done, and the rich people will only try to increase profits margins. Basically if it got that far america would be insane and i would ship on out to Canada where we would all be a lot happier. Secondly, America has too many people who are close minded. there are too many Conservative Christians. "We are Pro-Life, and i dont care what you say-- you killed a baby so we are going to terorize you at your place of work and at your home--who knows we might even get violent on your ass--whoops pardon my french, i never swear." in a perfect society who wouldnt be Pro-Life i dont think anyone gets up in the morning and says 'yes! major SCORE! i get to go kill fetuses today, damn. i am soo Stolked!" and thats what some people make it sem like its not like that, the truth is, women need to have the option of abortion, it wouldnt be my first choice but if the option isnt there, then it will happen illegally. There will be untrained physicians preforming illegal abortions to save face for a family or just because it was the only option that soeone saw, and ultimatly this will only kill and injur more people. the women risks infection, illness and death and the fetus will die in a much more painful fashion. and while i am on the subject of abortion i might as well mention birth control, people who dont beleive in the use of condoms, pill sor patches because it prevents the possible life of a child. well if we are going to go that far and say that stopping sperm from reaching an egg by using preventative resources and that is stopping the possible life of a child-- then shouldn't every egg be fertilized shouldn't every sperm reach an egg? each sperm contains a possible life as does each egg. so everytime a woman has her period hasnt she passed up the opportunity to bring a child into the world? what do you say to that? and every time a guy ejaculates hasn't he just goten rid of the possibility of many of offspring? How unreasonable is that? Maybe it goes too far, but why should every sexual encounter have the ultimate goal of creating a child? Gay Marriage. i love the idea. some say that marriage should only occur between a man and a woman, so that they can recreate. what about all those couples who get married and never have children, was their marriage pointless? no. it was a commitment to one another that showed their love and appreciation and their vow to stay faithful to one another as long as they were married. so why shouldnt a man and a man be able to get married to show their commitment to one another? or two womem why cant they get married and adopt a child- creating their own family by taking in an orphaned child? i ont see whats so wrong with that. if its the religious standpoint00 then who are we to judge what two people do? Isnt God supposed to be the soul judge of you and won't he forgive you of your sins? and didn't God create you in his image, aren't you everything that God wanted you to be? so why would God make a "mistake," and make you gay if he didn't approve or didn't want you to be? (yeah...answer that one). For that matter, this is the year 2004... if we followed everything in the bible then we would not have lives like the ones we have now. and isnt this America? land of the free and home of the beautiful? where you were supposed to be free to believe what you wanted and lead the life that made you happy? Mostly i guess i just dont like the idea that public schools arent getting the funding they deserve and that grant money is not as readily available as it used to be. The only thing that our government is concerned about now is making sure that their big businesses are extremely profitable-- at any cost. and that we beat the shit out of the people in the middle east. kick their ass and pull out fast so we can fuly ruin their contry and while we're at it lets make sure that bushes best friend in business is succesful. ugh gross, 4 more years of hell on earth. not that i was in love with john kerry he was simply the better of the two... too bad voting for nader was a neutral vote. To yell at the democrats a little bit i think the smoking in retaurants ban in retarded. i dont know when that starts in saint paul but i know its in a few months and thats just stupid why can't we just keep it how its allways been smoking or non. f-that. post comment

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